Upswing

I finally feel like I am on an upswing. I am ready to take charge of my life or me rather. As a full time teacher, mother of two, and wife, I let myself go. Which is easy this time of year. In summer, I am eating healthier, running every morning, hittin' the beach with kids....not working! Fall and winter hit me like a ton of bricks this year. Running around like a mad woman trying to fit it all in. I have gained a pant size since I started teaching again....blech! I was almost down to my goal size this summer. I have no idea how much I weigh. I can't really put it in perspective being a 6' tall girl. Two kids later and on the younger side of 33, I am officially struggling with my weight. It sucks. It is so much easier to give in and stuff my face. I have a birthday celebration with my students at least twice a month. Which means cupcakes or brownies or.....Things you would never eat on a daily basis. But that is over today. The new leaf has been turned. Six months to beach season. I am starting the hundred push challenge tonight. and adding crunches to it. The hubby is working late tonight. Which I am happy about. The kiddos were put to bed and I soaked in a tub for awhile. Sunk myself underwater and had a pep talk. Not the most exciting post but I needed to get it out there. Now it is on record. Wish me luck!